Now that my least favourite month is over, it's time for my second least favourite month. I hate the end of winter, not because it's about to be over but because it has been winter for so fucking long.
I'm miserable and bored of life and never-ending winter just makes it all worse.
Being back on anti-depressants feels like a failure to me. I had everything under control for so long and one little essay and one nasty cold meet together at the end of February and I fall to pieces.
It's called Wellbutrin. It has the word "well" right in its name. That's how you can tell it works.
Keep on Tranglin,
Anthony
8 comments:
Smellpants.
You're a failure because of the amount of chemicals your brain produces?
I don't understand.
Student services had me on celexa.
It was just supposed to stop me from getting so depressed I wouldn't leave my house.
It worked for a while but then everytime I got mildly depressed after I stopped taking it there was my mother blaming it on the lack of chemical in my body.
You aren't a failure for needing some help, you are just normal and had the balls to ask for help.
Be proud.
Don't ever put yourself down for something like depression. It's not you fault, and like knitty said: at least you had the balls to ask for help.
Now, let us never speak of your balls again.
it also has the word "but" in the name, which is french for "butt", from the latin meaning "arse". you should have a Beyonce booty in no time!
Anthony you have many friends that will do anyting for you at the drop of a dime , you need anything give me ring a ding ding.
Tim
And by smelpants, I meant everything that eeryone said, especially Boots and Tim. And Sounds, I really don't want to talk about your balls.
celexa, paxil, wellbutrin, paxilagain, and a bunch i cant spell....every 8 weeks we try something new...
the best boost out of my depression (which about killed me this time) was being completely honest about what was killing me. if you have time, come read my blog and youll see what i mean.
if you have a "deep dark" i suggest you try this. it really helped.
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